Where do I End?

Einstein was once asked, "what do you think we will be fighting with if there was a World War 3?"
and Einstein said, "I don't know but if there is a World War 4, we will be using sticks and stones"

FUCK!!!!!

I woke up this morning, and I forgot to turn the t.v off,
I went to sleep watching a movie about a saint and woke up
to one of my darkest fears, SODOM & GOMORRAH
from the movie the bible.

I am terrified of such a story.

I wonder if the very same thing that brought us out of heaven
is/was found in sodom and gomorrah....
I wonder what kind of things took place there?

I don't want to know but if it will make me a better person then
I will have to look to find out.

we will have to look within ourselves and eachother and wonder
what great selfishness and evil is man made of to reach a sodom and gomorrah
state without ever being there first hand but being there in mind.

sodom and gommorah is a place I wanna run from and never look back.

in the beginning of the bible, we find out that satan because he challenged God
was thrown out of heaven with the very same ppl that were perversed by him.

I think that it is in that very same place that we found sodom and gommorah
and in that we find the world we live in now.

while we worry about 2012, I will let 2012 take care of itself.
the best thing we can do is live our day like its our last and make the best out it.
[hence the I go to sleep and die everynite and wake up every morning reborn-eot greatest hits]

what I am more concerned with is what is happening now,
collectively as a whole we can change where we are heading if we make the changes now
in our lives we will surely prevent the end of our life and the world.

sooner or later we are all going to die but that is not what life is about,
life is about making the best out of it!

many wise ppl and prophets before us foretold the coming of christ and so
did they the end of the world.[the apocalypse/revelations]

I think it is going to happen but unless we all get on page then we can prevent it
and slow down the process of it altogether.

growing up as a kid we all had fantasies of being a hero.[saving others]
as a grown up now, I worry about saving my own butt.

I have recently noticed that being a spiritual person gives you a superhero quality.

but its not our responsibility to save another
when all we can do is shine and hope that the other opens the window of their mind
so the sunshine can come right in.

we all have the power and potential to do so much as ppl.

one person can do alot and be the difference.

so was as in the case of sodom and gomorrah.

two angels sent by god disguised as men came and took the only good left from that place.

sodom and gommorah soon after that, self destructed and God unleashed his fury.

I don't know God well enough to tell you that he gets angry but
if it ever starts raining fire.....

you best believe it.

just recently so and so years ago I saw on the discovery channel the gravesite of
where sodom and gommorah stood.

they dug up the place and studied it and found that both sodom and gommorah were destroyed
at the same time by fire.

*kisses crucifix neckchain*

I wouldn't be surprised if I see a man building an arc on a rooftop someday,
I might just join him or build one myself.

wether we die tomorrow or the world ends, the end is always around the corner!

we still have a long way to go but like everything in life [time flies]
and someday soon so will everything else!


blog by J.Q
originally published [x]Onrecord Hollywood & Vine 2010